I have had a lot of thoughts on my mind lately...mainly the thought of my singleness. I am beginning to think I am just "too perfect". Okay so that may not be true, but I definitely would love to believe it. I try to pretend like this doesn't bother me, like I am not constantly looking for "The one" or wondering if he even exists. As I look at the other couples who surround me I start to feel rejected, lonely, and confused. And trust me those aren't exactly feelings anyone WANTS to feel. I know that there is a guy out there and I am not looking for anyone to tell me this. I don't need to hear that, it just makes things worse.
Another thought on my mind is what am I going to do with the rest of my life. It seemed so easy like 4 years ago as I was preparing to graduate. Now I have no idea. As I have 4 years of college almost complete. However, I hear that a lot of people tend to feel this way, doesn't really make it easier.
I pray that life starts to come together for me. And that my confusion disappears but for now all I can hope for is the support of my friends and just enjoying my life with them!
If you read this more power to you! Please don't leave "uplifting" comments. I don't want them. I don't need them. I am perfectly fine without them!
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